The Ordinary Side of the UnOrdinary!!

Heyy!!!

So, I haven't typed up a journal lately...prolly close to a month right? Haha. Its supposedly going to ran like a mmhmm. This weekend, or next week. Its coming from Cali! I really hope it isn't to bad. Anywho!

I realized that there is always something ordinary. Whether it is for you, or someone else. If you look closely you'll see soo many things that are ordianary to you, in the most unordianry places. I am absolutely fascinated by that thought. Its so poetic....Oh speaking of the poetic. In my literature class we read "The Masque of the Red Death" by Edgar Allan Poe. And my gosh! Does, he have some very cryptive, and poetic phrasing in that. If anyone have read that, you'll know what I mean. The way that he represents the 'Red Death' as a person in the end, was just such a fabulous idea. Did you notice that he switched from 3rd person, to 1st person occasionally? My partner did, and we were like. Maybe he is the 'Red Death'. We got a gold star for realizing that, and her HONORS class didn't pick up on that. It made me all warm in my tummy. : } But, the way he is ALWAYS so descriptive, is absolutely astonishing; like if you read close enough, you'll see clues as to what is going on in the piece, that you probably wouldn't have noticed if you just read it like...whatever. haha

Im sorry I just totally ranted about and genius writer. Haha.

Hmm...the friend that ran away, I haven't talked to her since her dad kicked her out of her house the Friday we started back to school from winter break. My friend that moved, sounds sooo much better. I've talked to her a bit. :} Everything seems to be going fantastic drama wise...Er..Nevermind. I'm stuck between two guys. Ones and ex of my bff, the other, is in a relationship, but its sorta rocky. :/ Gah. Haha. My mom is sitting in on my next counseling session to discuss my LOVE LIFE!! I'm only 15 I don't HAVE to have a boyfriend. Let me be single. I've got plenty of time to find a lover. Ugh! Why does everyone think that we HAVE to have a someone special?

Well...I'm sorry I've just been ranting? almost this whole thing. And I know I left that last paragraph unended. I will contiue it in another journal tomarrow.

Have a good Night.
Rebecca!