advice on computers-

okay, heey.
so i don't know what to do, yesterday i went to my school chapelin.
talked to her about my mum and how i was feeling about the hole computer obsession thing and how my mum doesn't even know the things i like now.
i told her about this site and how it helps me a little bit because i can express my feelings on it.
just i still feel relly upset and confused on how to tell my mum, because its not as easy as it seems to tell her how i am feeling!
if you have been reading my past journals, and you know what i am going threw.
what would you do ?
i really need some good strong advice!
anything will help.
thanks for reading (:

beunas norches.