I’ve never actually written a journal entry before. I’ve always wanted to be one of those people that write down their feelings and it sounds like something that would be the background voice in a movie. Truth is, I’m a terrible writer, I have bad vocabulary, I sound boring when I write, and everything sounds repetitive. I almost always have writers block, and I’m not someone who has deep life changing thoughts that are worth reading, or even writing, about. I love writing poetry, but all my poems are exactly the same, they’re always about love or life, I can never write anything meaningful. I’m most definitely one of those people that read what someone else has written, and think to myself “Why couldn’t I have written that?” or “That’s amazing. Why don’t I have that kind of talent?” I want to write something that when someone reads it, it takes their breath away. I want to have the talent that where someone reads something of mine and they ask themselves why they couldn’t think of that. Honestly, I’m just not an interesting enough person for something like that. See, there I go again, repeating everything I write over and over again. If someone was reading this, they would probably be saying to themselves “Okay, we get it, you want good enough talent to make people want to read it.” Because that’s all I do in my writing, is repeat. I’ve also never written a journal entry because practically everyone already knows how I feel. I want to be skinny, I want to write something different, I want this, I want that. But do I ever do something to change it? Do I ever do something to make my life worth living for? No, because I’m a weak, worthless, poor-excuse, for a human being.
I’m sorry, I don’t know where I am going with this lol xD
Rant over. :]