New Beginnings.

New beginnings. It sounds refreshing. It sounds like the thing that you need but do you really want to forget your past. I've bee forced to think about the past lately. Do I want to bring back people in my life that really only caused me pain? The people that I have grown apart from were they really worth leaving?
The what if's in life always gets in a place where I second guess myself. I want to say no more what if's no more second guessing myself, but that isn't going to happen. It's human nature to think these things. So I can only deal with what is thrown at me and make the best of it.
When I say I think of what if's that doesn't mean i regret anything. Yeah sometimes you might wish you haven't done something but I have come to amends with myself to not regret anything. Things happen. You can't change the past you can only deal with what you have in the present and push forward to the future.
So whenever you second guess yourself, or think what if or but. Try and stop. Just let the pieces fall and let yourself LIVE LIFE.
February 8th, 2010 at 04:53am