A Girls Broken Promise

Im sure every girl makes this promise to themselves: I promise i will never cry over a guy. Am I right, or am I right?

I've been the girl that is one of the guys, never had a boyfriend, etc, for as long as i can remember. And one simple boy was able to make me break my promise to myself.

I sore to myself no matter what i would never cry over a guy. And yesterday, i cried over a boy.

I knew him for to years, and when my other friend was over, and stole my phone, he texted this guy.

Somehow he ended up asking why this guy is my friend. His answer? He felt obligated to be my friend because I was the first one to speak to him when he moved here.

Now i know that seems like nothing, but in reality its something. Why? Because i've liked him since about a month after I met him. So much, that now every time I see him, a pain shoots through my chest and to my stomach. My stomach flips around and around, and it hurts.

I hate to say it, but Ive broken my promise, and I think I ended up broken hearted.