Stupid School system. :X

So, I get to do this 'home bound' and i dont wanna. Next year, i'm dropping out. And going to college. So, i can take photography classes. :( I'd rather do online classes then do home bound for 2 months then go back to that hell or a school. I hated school ever since middle. They piss me off, damn students, teachers, school board. They didn't care when my grandma, uncles, or dad die. They didn't fucking care. From 6th grade all the way till now, to 10th grade, they didn't care. It put me into a horrible state of depression that made me hospitalized. I don't wanna go back to that hell. I dont want to. I'd go crazy again. I feel like, if i go back, i'll kill myself. I dont wanna. I already live in hell now, at home, having almost every damn thing blamed on me. I can't go there where people laugh at everything i do. Mock me for what i believe in. Make fun of how i think. All the horrible people in the damn building can't leave me the hell alone. And the she-devil that lives in my house, waiting for me to kill myself, will finally leave in May. I am so effin glad.

~I so feel like crying again.