Life is really complicated!

I'm in High School, and I think life has been the most complicated this year, and I'm only a Freshman! It's crazy, I've had one of my biggest crushes commit suicide, and I found out he liked me too, we were really great friends, and it felt like that Summer was the best Summer of my life! And it was!
It's been hard, my emotions would change different colors and I didn't know what I was doing some of the time, I felt all alone, and I wasn't sure what to do!
It was like a rollercoaster, like that one we went on that Summer!
And I will never forget that Summer and that November.
Friends are hard too! So much drama, rumors spreading around about you, gossip, everybody talks about eachother, and everybody thinks their life is worse than any others!
It's hard, also knowing who your true friends are and true bf or gf!
And so many others, it's just all confusing, or as you can say life is really complicated!