About Broken Hearts And Birthdays

yes , that's what this journal is about! My broken heart and my happy birthday. Lets start with that second thing.

Tomorrow is my birthday and I'm turning 18! I feel old now. I know this age has many bright sides like, being able to buy stronger alcohol and being able to get my drivers license (got my first lesson tomorrow all ready, I'm excited =D). But still............. When I was a kid I used to look up at people who were 18+, because they're mature, drive cars and go to college. Now I'm the one who's turning 18, it's just weird man. Am I the only one having an issue with this age!? xD

Another thing I want to say about it , is that birthdays are expensive >.< I did my shopping for tomorrow today. I was kinda shocked by the bill. It's because it's worth, celebrating my birthday with my friends, other wise........

Next my broken heart. For the people who think I'm going to be all dramatic and stuff don't worry I'm not such of drama queen, I'm too down to earth for that ;) But it still sucks......

The guy I like was turning 22 last week. ( February 16Th). I only seen him once, but I really do like him. So his room mate gave me his address and told me I should send him a card. I told her I didn't dare it and she said that I should send him an anonymous card. And you know what, I really did it =| plus, I put my phone number on it xD I still can't believe that I really did it. Well it was fun at first , texting an stuff. So I got a little more hope, until he told me I was too young and lived too faraway -_-

It's such a cheap answer! But he really means it, that's what sucks the most. =(
Oh, well I'm proud I send the card, because it was something impulsive I though I never ever would do. And he really did like the card =)

soooooooo, you guys ever did something impulsive that you regretted afterward or something impulsive that turned out funny?
tell me! I love to read your stories ^^

much love, Nienke
February 22nd, 2010 at 09:27pm