He's flirting with my best friend ;(

i know, right?
it doesn't care cause i don't care. But whats that stupid feeling that makes me all quiet whenever they talk?
Maybe i'm just jealous or I am just thinking too much, not that i would be :/
i keep on breathing deeply in and out to release the stress, but it only makes me wanna cry a whole lot more.
and with the problems at home, i feel like i can't take it anymore.
i should have taken the opportunity to run away when i had the chance, but it doesn't do any good.
i'm not a coward.
this sucks.
x