I Don't Understand

Warning: This is just me ranting to no one in particular...

I don't understand. I don't know what's wrong with me.

I'm always told how great of a person I am (and I say this modestly), but how the hell is it that I don't ever get asked out, I don't get to take part in a relationship, and I always get rejected?!

I've been told I'm really nice, I'm sweet, I'm kind. What. The. Hell.

I try to be nice, because I don't like conflict and drama and I go by the golden rule.

I'm told I'm funny, I'm told a lot of things, but I don't understand how I can be a great person and not have anyone in my life.

I've been single for four years.

And I pretty sure I'll receive some comments like "I've been single all my life". Look, I'm not trying to compete, I'm just trying to explain. I want a relationship, I crave a relationship.

And I have waited so fucking patiently and when I finally think God has blessed me with someone I think could be the guy to ask out... I get rejected. And it's nothing against him, I just want to know why I'm so un-datable...

I want to know why I don't get asked out.
Since I'm such a great person, why don't I have guys asking me out at least every now and then.

Do I intimidate them?
Do I scare them off?
Am I not aesthetically pleasing (for a fat chick)?
Do I just have all the qualities that guys don't want?
Or do I give off a bad odor?

What is it, boys, tell me!

And my mom is telling me it's 'cause I need to work on myself since I'm not happy with myself.
But you know what, I am happy, I am perfectly happy with who I am compared to who I was four years ago!
The only things I'm not content with is my fat, but I am working on that and, not to sound conceited, I think I'm prettier that most of the fat girls I see out there. So, i don't think that there's a problem there...
And then there's my clothes, but I'm poor, so I can't really afford clothes at the moment, not that I don't have good clothes, I just I have too many old clothes, things I've seen too much, and I don't have enough clothes for the cold ('cause it's Texas), and not enough clothes that show some cleavage. >.> <.<
... Heh...

Not to sound like a whore, but I like my cleavage. Not 'cause it gets me things, just 'cause I think I have some awesome boobs. xD

Anyways...

I'm not asking for much here, I'm just asking for answers, and maybe if someone likes me, just to speak up or forever hold your peace, 'cause I probably won't notice you in that way... I'm pretty stupid when it comes to signals and stuff.

I just want to know.
I don't understand.
I need some help deciphering this stuff.
So, guys, when you reject me, yes do it nicely, but maybe tell me why too, maybe it's something I feel I can improve myself on.
Or hell, before I even ask anyone else out, I should have guys tell me what they think are no-no's in dating a girl, and tell me if I maybe have one or all of those things.

'Cause, honestly, I don't know if I can last another year without affection... It's just been too long. And I'm not talking friendship, I'm talking romantically, I would like some affection. To feel like I'm wanted.

-End Rant-