Out of Hand

Not much is there for me to say.
Things just got out of hand between my ex-girlfriend and I.
I'm not supposed to contact her, people think I'm stalking her, I could if I really wanted too.
But what they don't realize is that I don't, I care too much about her own safety and happiness that I disregard my own. And even at that, stalking is just too weird and although I am weird, I'm not THAT weird. Some say that it's unhealthy, but I think it's just being overprotective.

If I got the chance to be her friend again and have her as a friend, I'd take that anyday.
Besides, realtionships are just too complicated for me.

I'd appreciate what you all think, I just want to be sure I'm not mentally ill or anything,