Ugh...Boys.

Okay guys I think I may need your help here if you're willing to help me out.
Here's the deal:

So I like this guy. He aparently knows I like him. How, I don't know. He's a total jackass but has some decent qualities. I was a total bitch to a lot of people in the begining of the year [including him] and yeah..So I've been trying to make up for it.

See, I'm really shy when it comes to being a people-person because I am definetly not a people-person. I keep to myself but there's something about him...

I feel like I'm on the playground in kindergarten a lot of the time though too. But back in elementry school when a guy teased a girl it meant he liked her. Does it apply not? Because if it does, this boy must adore me.

He trips me which is almost a daily thing sometimes, when I wear a skirt [which is rare] he calls me girly, sometime's I'll catch him staring at him [though I think it's the girls near me] but today in french was funny;

I walked by his desk the first time to get a marker and he gives me this weird look when I'm coming back. The second time when I go to get a crayon and I come back this is how it goes down:

Me-- "See something you like?" as quoting Rose Hathaway in Vampire Academy.

Him-- "Oh yeah." though he was probably kidding.

Today I found his facebook. I wanted to request him, but I didn't want to seem pushy and desperate. So I didn't.

There's times when I hope I'll wake up and just not like him anymore, but with each day I like him more and more..And every day I see him it's like a tease because I can't have him.

Though every day I'm kind of eager to go to school just to see him...weird slightly, I know. I'm even shocked. I've never really liked a guy this way before. I mean, when I liked a guy I realized it was meaningless to me. They weren't much but playtoys.

But this guy...even though he's a total jackass he's still been nice to me and there's something about him that I just really like...

I have absolutly no clue what to do.

Any advice you guys? I'd love to hear it.

Oh! And on another note;;

I've been writing a lot of poetry lately so I'll be posting that. But there's one: Letters From My Heart, that I have in different pieces like LTMH #1, #2, etc. So should I post those as on going short stories or one big sappy story, or poems?

You guys tell me.

And I'll be trying to update my stories as much as I can but I'm on serious writers block lately. So if you have any story ideas I'l love to hear them too. :)

Well, I guess that's it.
Lemme know guys :)

<3, Kayy.