another rainy day

its dark and rainy today
just the way i like it to be
even though its dark and gloomy
i feel as if i belong
no ones there and I'm alone to my self
i just crashed on my bed staring at the ceiling
thoughts crawls in to my head
flashes of episodes from the past reapers in my mind
with it bring back feelings and emotions
I'm still being hunted by the past
the intentions of picking up a blade and cutting my arm to stop thinking for a few moments is just there
all i need to do is grasp it and drain some tears
March 6th, 2010 at 08:44am