My Drinking Addiction

Hay I have had wine ounce worst stuff ever so is beer my dad said"do you really want to try it ?" I was like "Heck Yeah" its really nasty but that's not the point my substitute is energy drinks i hate them cause there nasty but i have like two every day a friend said i have a problem. Also when I'm depressed I drink the stuff till i have a headache good think they don't make you fat because I would be like 400 pounds but I'm only 118 witch is normal or a little under because I'm tall too but some one help me stop and also I have a question I like someone and need to get them out of my head someone help please!!!