Oh, my. An almost famous almost boyfriend AND an almost special night.

So, let's start this off with Martin:
We've been talking for a while. Flirting, and such, you know? I never met him in real life, but I know h's LEGIT, many of my friends know him. About a month ago, I suppose, he confessed he liked me, and I told him liked him back. We're not going out, yet, but he does sa there is a chance.
ANYWAY, there is a problem. He's in a band. A GROWING band, to make it worse. He's getting more and more famous with every show played. I mean, don't get me wrong, I'm happy for him, I truly am, but it's just... What would happen if he forgot about me? All those adoring fans compared to single, plain-jane Allie? Not a chance. He's going to play with Blood On The Dancefloor on te 26th, and that will get him some major fans, maybe even a tour. It worries me a lot.

And now, drumroll! The almost special night!

So, I'm not a virgin anymore! Now, You're wondering, "How is that an almost special night? Isn't it full out special?" Haha, no! You see, this was a simple one night stand. He came over, we slept together, THE END! We're friends, and all, I'm not having sex with random strangers, but sometimes I wonder, "Did I do the right thing?". Was losing my V-card to a one night stand a smart choice? Should I have listened to friends tell me to lose it t someone I love?

Blehh, I'm falling for Martin. What else?
March 15th, 2010 at 09:53am