CHEATED...

After the whole visit to two psychiatrists in a span of seven days...

I finally got over him...

I was happy, I was fine...

then I realize they've been together for a year, four effin months and a day already...

which just means he effin cheated on me...

CHEATED on me...

that's something I always wished to never happen...

I knew it would but wished it wouldn't...

guess this is reality's way of slapping me in the face...

the only way to prove to me that I can't be happy...

that I can't get high off of life because LIFE IS A B*TCH.