SELF PACT! FROM THIS JOURNAL FORTH!...

As I am an idiot teenager I have had these stupid bipolar emotions as possible to be cramped into these last two weeks- looking back it’s absolutely RIDICULOUS!
I believe I have every right to be a stupid hormonal teen but I should not let false feelings change what I do or how I act around others, so from this journal and so on I have made a pact with myself that I will always try to stay as optimistic and carefree in situations as possible. I am not changing myself but merely trying to resist letting my stupid emotions to take control of me as often as they have been lately and being the optimistic person I know I am.
I want these years to be the best of my life and I want to feel all the emotions that have felt in the last two weeks but I refuse to let them get me down and make me try and change myself or act differently.
I will be my optimistic self- I only have one life, so I’ll live it out the best I can.
No day but today, eh? =)))
March 19th, 2010 at 02:48am