Birthday + problems + questions

So I'm officially eighteen today.
I am not happy at all.
I know I should because it's a milestone and all that, and where I live it means that I'm fully legal for whatever.
But still. I was kind of hoping that I would somehow find Neverland.
I don't want to grow up.

Also, does anyone hate themselves?
Like a deep hatred which makes you think you don't deserve anything good to happen.
You don't deserve people who like you.
You don't deserve friends or family or fun.
I've been feeling like that lately.
Again.
I used to feel like this a while back. A lot.
But I don't know.
I never know what to do.

So.
1. When is your birthday?
2. What age are you dreading?
3. Are you looking forward to the FIFA World Cup? (only 75 days to go)
4. What do you plan on doing at University/College?
5. What is your favourite flavour skittle?