I miss her....

It's almost been a month since everything began to fall apart. It's almost the day when my life completely crashed and my heart exploded with fear and pain. It's hard getting through the day when you are forced to relive the same routine of waking up to your nightmares, screaming, and being on the verge of tears once again.
Well, I hope this pain subsides soon... because every time I think I'm strong enough to live without her, I seem to fall further back into the past. Every song, every addiction, every word ever said is another reminder of what used to be... and the more I think about it, the more I want to go back in time and relive one special moment: when I met her..
I don't know what to think... all I know is that I'll always love her..

April 6th, 2010 at 09:23am