I realized...That I don't need you to be happy anymore.

Today, as I was sitting on the couch watching tv (16 and Pregnant) I was also thinking about you. I thought about how you accidentally spillt that coke on me when we met. I thought about the first time you told me you loved me. Then I thought about the time you asked me to forgive you, for you had cheated. I knew it was inevitable for me not to forgive you. But then when I thought about it...I realized...That i didn't need you to be happy anymore. I had friends who could make me happy. Happier than you had made me in a while. A long time actually. It was like a light flickered on above my head. You don't like to hang out anymore and you're always out with your friends...so maybe it was time for us to stop being an 'us' and become two separat people again. And though it may seem like I'm dissing you and the time we had together...I'm not. I enjoyed it while it lasted. And Life with you...it was definitely a trip.:)