Sad Story of My Life

So I'm on SPRING BREAK and it was boring until today. Thats FOUR fucking days! Anyway I got to hang out with my best friend who totally avoided me for SEVEN months. Some friend he is.

Long story short, or as short as I can make it, we started to like each other (well LIKE is a BIG understatement) over the summer, I guess he got scared so he started avoiding me. He got a girlfriend, so I backed off and gave them space, and I hoped she wouldn't break his heart like the last chick. He calls me a week before Valentine's Day and basically makes me cry, I won't even get into that. He stops avoiding me and I see him in school SOMETIMES. And he came over today, or yesterday, and kicked my ass in video games, as usual. End of day.

I care about this guy a lot and fully trust him like I trust no other, except my best friend Kayla. But he graduates this year and we barely hang out now, because he stupidly avoided me like a pendejo. One moment I could punch him and then the next I just want him to hold me. It's horrible, I seriously don't know what I'm going to do when he leaves.

Did I mention that I care about him so much and would do anything to keep him happy that I sacraficed what I wanted more than anything in the whole entire world. Damn it it's moments like this where I need to get wasted or something. Sigh good night.