I deserve a gold star!
Remember my last journal about me considering telling my therapist about my anorexia? Well, I took mibba's advice and told her today. My mind was racing the entire walk up the stairs. I was shaking so bad, and I had tears in my eyes before I even opened my mouth. I had no clue where to start.
She's known for a few weeks that I want to lose weight, but she never knew it was this serious. I told her I didn't feel normal, and that this has become an unhealthy obsession. She made me write down what I eat and how many calories are in each thing.
Never until now have I realized just how unhappy I am, and that I actually want to feel better. I'm not me right now. I want my normal mind and life back.
She made me tell my mom, and I sobbed the whole time. I'm just so scared right now.
But thanks guys. xoxo
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