Alone in this..

You obviously don't believe in me, and now I know that I am going this alone, but I will keep on trying. I wont let you keep me down. As I said this morning I am raring to go and I wont stop until I have achieved. Until I have made myself proud.
I know you want to see me fail again, and that hurts, because you are supposed to be the one person, that I can depend on. The one person who will love me through anything, no matter what. It hurts that you want to see me fail. I know it is all you see in me, and I am well aware that you expect nothing more than a failure from me.
I am sorry that this is all you see me fit for. I am. I am trying so hard to move on, and make my life work. I hate who I was. I want you to love what I am becoming.
I am changing with the winds. Constantly improving.