Reguarding my story "Killer"

Now that volleyball is over :(, I may have more time to work on/edit some of my stories. Thankfully.
I'd also just like to say that I may be taking "Killer" off of my stories (at least until I fix it). I'm really tired right now, after just getting back from district band. In case you were wondering, it was a lot of fun and I'd like to participate again next year.
Um, so, my grandma passed away at around 3 o'clock this morning. I don't know how, but I'm just...dead. I just can't picture her being gone, you know? I haven't cried since finding out at 7 this morning. I'm not in shock; I knew it was going to happen, but it just feels...frozen. Everything. My feelings. I don't know. I'm just feeling...nothing. Like she wasn't something significant in my life, but I know she definitely was. It's really weird.
Also,
To Dylan: I'm sorry, but I don't know when I'll get around to your drawing. I'm mostly concerned about my mental/emotional well-being and using my grief to project emotion into my characters. I think it will help in the character of Kira. So, yeah, I'll get to it eventually, but just not right now.