old times

well tonight I'm just on my moms computer while my brother and my friend and cousin play some sorta game.. something I havn't done in a long time. My brother recently moved back from Newyork where my dad lives.
hm just seems strange though like not real?

haha though its not like old times I used to injoy this. now it makes me sorta sad for some reason.
Alot of things have changed. it would be fun only my lil sis isn't here and I think thats why it makes me sad.
Cause before me and her would watch anime while the guys play games. but its just me and its oddly lonely even though I'm with other people.. though I've just wasted your time havn't I? hahah well ignore the rule that it has to be worthwhile, only our thoughts are worthwhile arn't they? not mine but I'm sure yours are. but oh well I'm done now.