Why

I don't know what to do... my life is a freaking mess. Most of the time I don't want to wake up and go to school. I don't like the school im going 2. I really don't have friends except for Alvin, Kiara, Roberto, Jesus and Elliot. nobody talks to me in class except for them.
I think its my fault i haven't made new friends cause I thought I could go through the rest of the year without new freinds since i thought i would be moving soon but it turns out we wont be moving until the summer.

Everybody tells me the samething over and over" everything is going 2 get better" hahaha not really my life was i guess u can say messed up and now its fucked up. My dad's getting deported and i will most likey not have enough money 2 visit him. We dont have enough money 2 pay the bills anymore. after this month we're going to have 2 start borrowing money from family. My mom can't find a job that will pay enough money 2 support all of us.