I'm A Wreck.

This kind of further cements the fact that I'm prone to messing up everything good I do get.
God, I messed up.
It's not cheating, it's not physical, but it's close enough.
I told the guy he had amazing eyes and I'd always thought he was cute, anonymously. On formspring.
Also told him I wasn't his type, and I was in a relationship.
But still...I overstepped a lot of bounds with that little comment.
It was meant to stay an anonymous comment, but I just HAD to keep blathering on.
The guy wanted me to reveal who I was, so I did...on facebook.
And he responded with "you do realize I have to tell [bf's name] now, right?"
I asked him if I could tell him myself, and he hasn't responded yet.
He probably told him already.
It's going to break my bf's heart.
Even if he acts like it doesn't hurt, I know it will.
He's already a VERY, VERY sensitive guy...this will just about kill him.
We've been together 10 months.

Sometimes, my stupidity knows no bounds.
I'm a horrible person.