Out of place

Wel today has been depressing.school was fine
but when I got home I just felt like crap.I looked in the mirror and instantly
felt depressed . Maybe cause I'm diffrent or maybe because I'm a lil odd... We'll that's not good enough is it ? :/ lately I've been feeling out if place. When ever I tell me friends they say
ohh your good enough the way you are, but what if that's not good enough..... what if I just wanna be perfect ? :(
I get judged for what music I like
what clothes u wear
what kind of boys I like
so what if I like emos, so what if I listen torock and screamo ..
Yeah I say so what but all I want for one day is to be normall
I know people who only talk to me because I'm funny or weird but they don't like me for me
it just makes me feel like crap