You think you know me..

We all are who we are.. We can't change who we are... But do they really know who we are...
I mean I've changed alot in the last few years but according to my parents.. And my classmates I'm a happy go lucky girl without a care in the world... But the truth is they don't know me anymore.. I've changed for the better... Or maybe they would say for the worst... I guess I'm writing this because I'm soo tired of people thiinking 'they know me'... But I'm different than how I used to be.. I smile through my pain.. I laugh when I want to cry.. But do they even notice.. I guess its best for them never to know... But sometimes when I say I'm fine I want them to just look me in the eyes and say 'tell me the truth'... But I guess it's best living day to day with my mask...