undiagnosed depression?

Well, hi.

For the past three days, I've been sick. Not as in a runny nose and coughing sick, more sick to the point of a high fever and delirium. This morning my fever broke, but I'm still quite warm, which is good considering it's winter here in Aust, but bad because it means I'm still sick.

But that's not the point of this journal, I think there is something seriously wrong with me...

I've stopped finding joy in life and fantasize ways to die, kind of like the sad people who write the SAW movies. I used to enjoy writing and drawing, talking to friends and believe it or not, going to school. lately I've stopped all of these, and only do things when instructed. I have no emotions other than sadness and feel so down all of the time...

I also lost a dear friend of mine in February, and recently my Great grandmother. I'm so stressed that I'm getting Grey hair....

I need help...