Tomorrow is gonna suck balls.

Tomorrow is going to suck major balls for me.

Reasons:

1) I Broke up with my boyfriend. Crush his heart. Blah Blah Blah. I was alright dumping him. Every time I kissed him, it was like I was kissing my brother. Just plain gross.

2) The ex, sent me a facebook message that basically made me want to kill. He basically admitted to cheating, by fucking of a girl, and making out with another, during our relationship.

3) At first it hurt. It hurt a lot. But then I realized, I am not full of hurt; I am full of regret. How could I let such an asshole into my life?

4) I'm new to this loner business. I used to have many friends. A lot, but I stood up for something I believed in and I was called the traitor. The clan split in two, leaving lines that should never be crossed, unless one wants to cry. Blood.

5) I'm fucking up in school. Big time. And I can't help it. I don't feel motivated. I feel more lethargic, more zombie-like, more alone.

Why can't I sleep away my days?

/emorant
April 26th, 2010 at 04:48am