More drama? No thank you, i'll pass.

As if things arnte enough right now, you srping this too? I don't think you understand how much I love you, and when you're happy, I am too... Well almost, but you see, that's ok. Between you and them, you're causing me a near death amount of stress. I have come to the point where I just don't know what to do any more. I love you so much, and don't want to lose you, but at the same time, I don't think it will ever be, and I am not sure I can stomouch that.
I'm so sorry. x