Halvo, Tumblr, Formspring, Boys. /:

I need a good rant right now. /: So you guys are going to be the target.

I got dumped not last Thursday, but the one before that, and I've been miserable like ever since. He's leaving next week and going to Florida and not returning for 7 whole weeks, 7 lonely, long and miserable weeks. /: He promised that if I got over him while he was away, and he came back, and I still felt the same, we'd give it another go. But.. you just don't do that to someone, everyone that I told we were together while we were, told me that he was a player, that he wasn't going to be good for me. Except Sydney, because Sydney wanted me to be happy, and I really love her for that. :3

But what really bothers me, is that he texts me only when he wants too, or he has to say something, like this morning was, "Morning sexy. Hey.. look.. I want to see you before I leave next week." He leads me on, he calls me beautiful and other things, and says he likes me SO much. And it irritates the hell out of me. It's just whenever I want to talk, he doesn't answer. Or he straight up calls me, and .. then he goes and gets fucking high or whatever. /:

I hate teenage boys, right now.

I'm updating my Halvo joint, though, if you guys have ever heard of A Rocket To The Moon, you'd like my joint.

-->Halvo<3

Tumblr has been a BIG release too, it's been helping me stress less, somehow. My mom's worried, though. I don't know why this break up has hit me this hard, but it has, I feel so different, like I'm not the same, and I won't be. /:

I'm totally going to advertise one of the sexiest girls ever, too. /:

Lexi! <-- You guys should follow her. :D:D

If anyone has formspring, too. I need a good question or two. formspring!

But thanks for whoever responds, and read this. I know it was pretty gloomy.