Actions vs. Words

"Do you want me to bring you anything back from Applebees."
That it what my mother just asked me. She didn't even ask if I wanted to go with. And to tell you the truth, I did. I ONE TIME she goes somewhere I want to go and she just -- Kicks me out.
I get kicked out of things alot. And it always hurts. Always. I've been kicked out of my family, kicked out of things at school, and kicked out of people's houses. But its horrable when I get kicked out of my own life! By my own mother!
So, tonight, just like every night, I have to take care of myself. I'm 13 years old! I hate having to do everything for myself. Once in a while I would like if somebody picked my up when I fell, blocked me from some of the hurtful words, or even protected me from the physical blows of my life.
Hell no. That's NEVER going to happen. It never has.

Peace,
<3 Oli