Heroin Overdose

Im not stating an opinion on my heroin use. I dont care if you think its stupid.
But last night my boyfriend and I went to Hartford the city to get dope. He shot me up two bags and I felt nothing which then meant I get pissed at him because he feels it right away. He moved to the front seat. Five minutes later I asked him something and he didnt respond. I shook him and he wouldn't wake up. I started screaming at him and slapping his face and shaking him. He just rolled around like a rag doll. I didnt call 911 right away because I was afraid of being arrested for heroin. Believe me, I feel like shit. Blood started pouring out of his nose and he was vomiting everywhere unconsciously and making this weird gurgling noise because he was choking on blood in his lungs. I did call 911.

Turns out he has ammonia and his whole right lung is filled with blood.

There is nothing like watching the person you love dying and your stuck in this rotten fucking place where you're scared. It fucks with your head...turns you into a piece of shit. Its the scariest thing in the world.

And after all of it all my brain can think is it needs mores.