Hello, I'm Lauryn. And I have a confession.
I'm not the best person, but who isn't? (:
A few minutes ago, I decided that I wanted to be a better person. So while many teenagers are off partying, drinking, and having sex. I'm trying to rebuild my life for something better. I don't want to be known as a "quick fuck" or anything anymore. I want to be known as Lauryn, someone who wants to set an example to others. It may mean changing my whole self, but I'm content with this, I'm not afraid. It's something I want to do. <3
My whole purpose for writing this journal is to not impress you, or make you proud, I want to put a smile on someone's face. I had a shitty day, but I'm ready to get out of this weird mood I've been in lately due to a bad breakup, and put it in the past.
The change is good, and I know some others may not like change, but I crave it right now. I need a new change of scenery, a new me, a good and better me than before.
This was John Ohh & Halvo's goal last summer, and it's mine right now: Be The Example.
To change the subject, has anyone given The Maine's new song a listen? God, even if you hate them, I swear this song anyone can relate too.
Inside of You. <3
Don't say you just wanna run away.
That made me smile, seeing new music from them. <3
How are you guys doing? Crappy, okay, fine, great? (:
Turning over a new leaf. (:
May 5th, 2010 at 02:25am