I'm The Good Kind of Stalker...In a Way

It's no secret to my real life and online friends that I'm pretty much protective and concerned. This journal is kind of a reminder to someone whom I'm glad is doing better. May not be 100% but is better then where we parted ways.

I know your still don't hold me in such a high regard.
I mean, invasion of privacy much?
But just to let you know I'm sort of happy for you.
Happy that you're moving on.
You may not be where I wish you were.
You may not be who I want you to be.

Like how we used to get along and talk mindlessly about our interests.
And I learned your secrets.
Now I know I've gone far to prove to you what friendship truly means.
Keeping small tabs these days is all I can kind of do.
Cause I have a feeling getting back into the swing of things just would cause a fight.

So this is to just say I'm still on your side and I'm happy your getting better.
You might never think that you are.
But you are.
Everything's gonna be alright, remember that.
Even though we're practically against one another now.
Be safe, and even if you still dislike what I did.
I'd do it again.
If it at least showed you someone cared.

Have you ever lost touch with someone but sort of kept an eye on them in a not so creepy way? Like you still care for them?
May 6th, 2010 at 12:00am