bad person?

I watched as he put the gun to his head,
He looked at me and said
"I love you, I'm sorry I'm a bad person I don't mean to be I just am."
I tried so hard to pull that gun away from him,
Hoping it would go threw me and not him,
I tried to talk to him, I tried so hard,
I looked at him and said
"Your not a bad person Sam, Please put the gun down I LOVE you and so do a lot of other people YOUR NOT A BAD PERSON."
He looked at me again in anger and said
"Yes i am i hurt people and i hurt myself,my friends don't care what i do the only thing holding me back is you.............
He looked at me with those BIG brown eyes,
And I looked at him with my watery blue eyes....And before I could speak.
Sam opened his mouth and said "I'm so sorry babe I really do Love you!