early night

today i shed my last tear over her
the song "you could be happy" by snow patrol brought me back to the memories i had with her
no one could cheer me up when I'm feeling down, ngan tried with her jokes but it made my emotions deepen :[
my mum could tell that i was crying, i tried to hide it and cover it up by saying i caught hay fever from boxing. its pretty unrealistic catching spring alleges during winter. i just cant lie from my mother. no matter what she finds out whats really going on. its like she knows me inside and out. shes the only person who knows me like that. but in a way no body could have the same view on you.