Do you have the time to listen to me whine/about nothing and everything all at once?

I amone of those melodramatic fools/neurotic to the bone,
no doubt about it...

I am....Sally Skellington.
It feels like I'm stitched together with nothing but hopes, wishes and hollow wistfulness
while everyone else is knitted together without the slightest hint of outward flaw.
They have no scars, no open evidence that they're trying to hold themselves together and failing miserably.

It feels like every single person I know has everything together.
Like everything just works for them.

I'm sitting here...and I'm going to be 18 in a week or so and I feel like I've amounted to jack squat.

Academically, I'm not too bad. My SATs apparently got me NAS status.
But socially...everyone's interactions seem to be seamless.
They're out at the movies, swimming, over each other's houses,
They're doing things.
I'm at home with my little brother.
They can deal with people easily.
I'm socially awkward, and it's killing me.

...I hate being so whiny. Just needed to vent. :/