problems

I definitely have a problem...I steal way too much...Every time I go to walmart I have to get something and I'm disgusted with myself...I guess I like the rush of it...When my heart pounds and I get shaky...Whet would you call that...And I know that someday I'll get caught...I'm such an idiot...And yet I do it again and again...I need to do something about it...Stop...

On another note I got called an ugly b*itch the other day and I can't stop thinking about it...Is it true is what runs through my head...I guess I just need help with some things and that just wasn't what I needed. It's bad enough that I can't stand to look at myself in the mirror... But to hear it from someone else....I can't take it anymore...