Should it be bad to feel dead inside when everyone looks away? Is it ok if I cry in the middle of the night because you're not there? It's Ok that I sorta need you in my life to be happy..? are you sure that's ok? Because people are telling me it isn't. Does that mean you lied to me?
I feel so betrayed, look what you did, You left me alone.
I'm sorry I'm not there for you anymore. I'm sorry I get angry at you for doing that one thing.
you said you'd be ok well now look at you, clearly you're not OK! Stop lying it's normal to be afraid. Whatever you choose to do I'll be ok with it. As long as you're happy then life should be ok.
And if it isnt? what if god gets pissed and takes you away from us? Don't worry if that does happen remember we'll be there to take you back home.
Both of us love you and we hope you know that.
-if you read this and you think it makes no sense at all then you don't know the complete story :]-
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