The dreams

I keep on having these weird dreams that I can see her. I wish this was true. Oh, how I wish it was true. I could talk to her once more. To tell her that I love her more, and hold her in my arms and not let go. I now know that she is in a better place. I know she is okay. I still love her with all my soul. THey still tell me that I'm selfish because I wanted her back. I do know that is selfish, but I can't lose her. She was the one who believed in me more than any one that I have ever known in my whole life. What am I to do now? How am I suppose to go on? I'm broken inside.