I love you. I just wanted you to know.

I sit here thinking of you, my dear, tears still fall. My heart ache for you; so close yet so very far. i close my eyes ans see your face, it fills my mind. Those tears once again sting in my eyes, threatening, ever threatening to spill. 
I miss you so.
I look out at the day, Gray cloudy, threatening a sstorm. It matches to me so well.
I lay at night staring at all that you hav left me with, a simple picture of your face. Thinking of us, i had hoped it would ease the ache i feel inside, yet it does everything but. I smile thru my tears at the memory of your voice, your strong arms wrapped around me tight. 
Oh so long long ago it was.
I love you so very much, my love. I wish i could explain, but alas those words elude me again. usually i might find it amusing, but tonight, i find no humor. 
I love you. i dont think i can say it enough.
I LOVE YOU!
June 10th, 2010 at 11:53pm