Friends Forever...

your my best friend, you know? your a very upbeat, and happy person. in your own twisted way. your unique, but you attract others like a light. you have no need to worry about making it in life, or being alone, or never seeing your friends again. i'm sure they'll always be there, you'll never be alone.
unlike me, i just don't think i'll make it, i doubt those so called 'friends' you have, that just happen to like me so little, will even stick around me. some of them have already faded away, the others never really knew me. and you...well you try, you really do try don't you?
you don't have to try so hard, i know i'm a social disaster, and i know i'm difficult, and i know you want to be there for me, so i'm not so alone...but it won't help, Erin. i won't make it. not even you will stay. your really important to me, i know, but somewhere along the line, i'll loose you just like the others. and i'll be alone again. but i'll be fine. just please don't worry about me...