I'm extremely disappointed in my life. I don't hate it or anything but I'm just so bored. People always say it seems like I'm never bored but that's just the opposite. I guess it doesn't look like I am because I am always bored. It doesn't matter what I'm doing.
A while ago something happened to me and I struggled with living. But now I made peace and I'm just so bored.
I mean, my life is good. I get a lot of things I want, and I'm very persuasive. I convinced a man at a store my mountain dew exploded so I could get another one. I did it twice and he told me I needed the bottle next time to get another one. He told me that he remembered the last time and I talked him into still giving me another. That's one example. My mom said I have good charisma.
No one really gives me problems, I'm not bullied or anything. But sometimes I wish I was just so I could get a little action.
This whole journal probably seems weird to everyone but thats how I feel.
I'm so bored. Even if I'm doing something everyone else considers fun. Even when I'm with my friends. But I don't even think I really feel for them. I feel like I'm decieving everyone.
Is there anyone else who feels the same?
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