Im through..

Im so sick of feeling like this..
My emotions swallow me whole to where I cannot see my existance.
The pressures of life and the painful memories that I must endorse.
Everything is so wrong. For someone so young, my world is so
old. The situations don't make sense and the words don't add up.
Only I can see what has really happend to me. All of those tiny
lttle lies and those unspoken words has gotten to me. I am now
a mess. Bitter and a liar. Happiness is but a lie. Ive gotten used
to the darkness that the light blindsme.