Hello, I'm back

Hi. I have returned, for anyone who even cares.

I can't say how long I will be back for though, or even if I am fully back.

I'm writing for the first time in months. It's really what I need.

It honestly feels like my life is falling apart at the moment. The only friends I have are either disappearing or their friendship is tainted. I don't know.

I'm feeling kind of depressed lately, to be honest. Especially after today.

I've had a really terrible day, hah.

I don't know. It doesn't matter.

I have a bunch of new stories, ready to be written. Now I just need to find the time between homework and....homework. It's all I do these days.

But, hey, I'm getting 90's and my grandparents are "so proud."

I can't wait for summer. I need to get away from this pressure before I snap in half and can't put myself back together again.

Next year might be better. I honestly hope it's better. I'm miserable.

I know homework is important. It really is. But, there's a line which needs to be drawn. My grandparents have crossed it, covered it with pavement, and built a school on it. I can't stand this...

Anyway, yeah, I'll try to get some stories up. I might even try to work on the one I already have published.

This is a pointless journal. I know it is. I'm sorry for wasting your time.

I really should erase this, like I just erased the other stuff I wrote, but then I'll just feel like I'm doing nothing at all, so I'll publish it anyway.

I hope everyone is happy and healthy.

With love,
Miranda
June 17th, 2010 at 09:36pm