Hi. I have returned, for anyone who even cares.
I can't say how long I will be back for though, or even if I am fully back.
I'm writing for the first time in months. It's really what I need.
It honestly feels like my life is falling apart at the moment. The only friends I have are either disappearing or their friendship is tainted. I don't know.
I'm feeling kind of depressed lately, to be honest. Especially after today.
I've had a really terrible day, hah.
I don't know. It doesn't matter.
I have a bunch of new stories, ready to be written. Now I just need to find the time between homework and....homework. It's all I do these days.
But, hey, I'm getting 90's and my grandparents are "so proud."
I can't wait for summer. I need to get away from this pressure before I snap in half and can't put myself back together again.
Next year might be better. I honestly hope it's better. I'm miserable.
I know homework is important. It really is. But, there's a line which needs to be drawn. My grandparents have crossed it, covered it with pavement, and built a school on it. I can't stand this...
Anyway, yeah, I'll try to get some stories up. I might even try to work on the one I already have published.
This is a pointless journal. I know it is. I'm sorry for wasting your time.
I really should erase this, like I just erased the other stuff I wrote, but then I'll just feel like I'm doing nothing at all, so I'll publish it anyway.
I hope everyone is happy and healthy.
With love,
Miranda