stupid brain stupid heart

well my brain doesn't get the message. doesn't get that there is only one guy in my life. can't stop thinking of a friend as something else. stupid brain. no stupid me. why does my friend have to be around more than my boyfriend. grr I hate myself for this. I don't get why I have this problem, why I can't think of my boyfriend at all. the thoughts of my friend are getting more intense. maybe it is my curiosity that is causing problems. ach this is a pain and quite frankly it is driving me nutty!

Am I the only one who has this problem?
June 20th, 2010 at 10:44pm