Just me and Jesus

Isn't it scary?
Isn't falling in love scary?
Isn't letting someone love you even more horrifying?
I can't do it.
I mean it should be easier to live on my own, to live independent from any boyfriend or husband.
What if I die?
What if I die from a heartache? From getting hurt by someone whom I let love me.
I can allow Jesus Christ to love me, He keeps His promises, and will never hurt me. He will never leave me. He will always be there and keep me happy.
Should it just be me and Jesus?
I mean, we are sooo cool together. But what happens when all my friends get hitched?
Should I do the same?
I know I should take things one step at a time, but 1 decision can affect a lifetime.
Just look at Abraham and Sarah.
Isn't it scary?
What if I do my best, and he's still not happy with me?
What if my personality bores him?
What if he leaves me for another?
What if he secretly doesn't share my desire to work things out no matter what?
It's too scary, i can't do it, not now, not ever?
Why am i doing this now? Even when I'm not even close to getting married?
Because time flies when i'm having fun, and college is approaching.
Fun+4 years= no time/time to be married/time to share my life.
Time is running out, I can't waste it on Fb, mangas, books, and tv.
I need to live my life before someone claims it, but am i willing to allow some guy to do that?
No, no I can't its too scary. Its just going to be me and Jesus.
There! Problem solved, no one but me and Jesus.